The depiction, act, feeling of love, divides our opinion.
So many of us get lost in the misty surrealities of it, lingering a tad too much in the dreamy conclusions and possibilities, smudging the boundaries of the story and our own existence, subliminally hoping, and imagining those surreal scenarios, wondering how it would be like.
Getting amused by the extent of and the beauty in our stupidity. Shaking our heads and laughing, you know that, don’t you. Our hearts soaring, our minds put on hold, and our dreams fluttering like doves in the unlimited sky.
And many of us, choke on what we see as the profuseness of hope and exaggeration of everything, unnecessary exaltation of love, for what is love?
A potion of infatuation, longing, lust, and circumstances…
Or a vortex of unnecessary feelings we fool ourselves to believe are as real as the sun…
Maybe love is a distraction, or just attraction… Moulded accordingly with time and our whims…
And on and on…
Here hearts don’t soar. People wince at how the depiction of love and romance is sugarcoated because what happens is the exact opposite, there’s no happily ever after, there’s no absolute purity in love, the blacks and whites are in fact greys.
Love stories are deemed hagiographies.
Some of us try to keep an open mind as long as we can. And then inadvertently or consciously tilt to whatever seems believable.
Maybe, in our bid to understand the complexity of feelings, we try to quantize them. But feelings overlap, they twist, they tangle, without a pattern, they just happen. And that’s what baffles us, agitates us.
The former ones are maybe not as cynical about those feelings. And don’t bother to mull or analyse them. They just delve.
The latter ones want to hope, but can’t. Maybe they see the ugly side and agree that it outweighs the beautiful one. Maybe they see the futility in all this. Maybe they see the selfishness more than the selflessness. Maybe they see the sorrow, and see hope as a facade, a red herring.
But what we can be agreed is that, love is one of the fundamentals of our existence, or so we believe.
And deep inside all of us want to feel it and know it to see if its real.
The curiosity remains.
As does this debate.